okay so i was listening to the radio, people were calling in and giving opinions on the octo-mom . . well . . the consensus was that she is irresponsible and selfish. i concur. and not only that, but also stupid.
i propose, (as the brilliant and powerful lawmaker that I am), that we initiate a rule that says you can only have children as a couple if you make combined, more than 100 G's a year and have a combined IQ of 250. I think the last thing we need in this world is increasing the number of poor, dumb babies. do i sound insensitive? i may. but it's the truth. and these babies don't have a real shot of making it in this world. how many smart, upper-middle class babies make it in this world? ya, a whole hell of a lot. how many dumb, poor babies make it?
i rest my case.
the octo-mom, well she has 14 kids, no job, lives on food stamps with her parents. I don't know the whole story, but i heard today that she wanted kids because she had such a terrible childhood. okay, let's back this up a bit. SHE LIVES WITH HER PARENTS. aren't these the same people that encouraged the crappy childhood she wants to avoid giving her children? and if she is leaning on these children to give her attention and love that she never got as a child, let me tell you, that will never happen. because, oh, lightbulb, they are her children and not her parents, and she is now an adult and not a child. duh, it will not work. again, iq is important. now if she were to consider getting therapy and making a real change in the way she perceives things and reacts to life, i would CONSIDER letting her have MAYBE 2 kids. never one. only children are always (almost always) crazy nuts.
alright ya, i know lots of strong opinions here. not meant to offend friends. it's just how i feel. but i am always open to discussion and can be persuaded by extenuating facts and/or circumstances.
peace out jigros
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
cottage cheese
thinking about applying for a promotion, not sure how it will play out though . . it may be less money because i won't be able to work the extra groups i do now.
my nose and sinuses hate me again.
i lost my nose ring sometime between dinner yesterday and brushing my teeth this morning. the only extra one i had is triple the size. i look like im getting married and i can see it from my peripheral vision constantly. it's huge.
my staff meeting got canceled, yay.
im starving and this is probably the most boring blog yet.
i was thinking about this earlier today, that when i'm driving and i see a car that's any light color and the car is doing stupid things on the road (i.e. driving too slowly, not using an indicator to change lanes properly, waiting until the last minute to cut me off, not seeing me in their blind spot, etc . . ) i assume it's a girl . . and that my friends, is such a sexist thought that always outrages me when others say it because well, i think i'm a superb driver. maybe a little daring and saucy, but still good. but if i myself immediately think it's a woman, well, i perpetuate this stereotype, i think my outrageousness has little value now.
i always think dark color cars are boys. i don't know why. i know weird association.
im so hungry i could eat cottage cheese.
my nose and sinuses hate me again.
i lost my nose ring sometime between dinner yesterday and brushing my teeth this morning. the only extra one i had is triple the size. i look like im getting married and i can see it from my peripheral vision constantly. it's huge.
my staff meeting got canceled, yay.
im starving and this is probably the most boring blog yet.
i was thinking about this earlier today, that when i'm driving and i see a car that's any light color and the car is doing stupid things on the road (i.e. driving too slowly, not using an indicator to change lanes properly, waiting until the last minute to cut me off, not seeing me in their blind spot, etc . . ) i assume it's a girl . . and that my friends, is such a sexist thought that always outrages me when others say it because well, i think i'm a superb driver. maybe a little daring and saucy, but still good. but if i myself immediately think it's a woman, well, i perpetuate this stereotype, i think my outrageousness has little value now.
i always think dark color cars are boys. i don't know why. i know weird association.
im so hungry i could eat cottage cheese.
Monday, February 23, 2009
okay so i just read this article about racism and this study they recently did found that people predict they would be outraged in certain situations in which they witnessed racism. in reality, they actually would not be outraged. they're levels of distress were normal and they did nothing to oppose or confront the racist person in the experiment.
interesting. what does this say? what i see most clearly in this is that people have low low low insight and high high high ideas of themselves.
anyway - i just did a session outside and now my freshly, aussie-washed hair smells like smokey ass.
lovely day though.
i was talking to my roomy about this yesterday, that sometimes the things i crave in a relationship is the ability to know the person well and immediately have specific things to tell them about my day or life because i know how much they would appreciate, enjoy, or despise the stories . . . when you begin a relationship, u don't have that . . and then there are times when i become bored with generalized details of my life in fear that too many random specifics may be too weird and no specifics though would defeat the purpose of getting to know the real me. . . who is showered with specificities of events and their lessons as opposed to the huge and grand events of life . .
its not that brilliant but i wonder if putting my words out there gives anyone the right to take them. by the powers vested in me by buddha and ganesh, i hereby copyright all contents in this blog to ME, t-money, tanville, tanny mitai, tons of fun, tanvi patel (no not the one from chicago whose friends and colleagues constantly email me . . ) the one from texas who is far less decorated
t-$
out
interesting. what does this say? what i see most clearly in this is that people have low low low insight and high high high ideas of themselves.
anyway - i just did a session outside and now my freshly, aussie-washed hair smells like smokey ass.
lovely day though.
i was talking to my roomy about this yesterday, that sometimes the things i crave in a relationship is the ability to know the person well and immediately have specific things to tell them about my day or life because i know how much they would appreciate, enjoy, or despise the stories . . . when you begin a relationship, u don't have that . . and then there are times when i become bored with generalized details of my life in fear that too many random specifics may be too weird and no specifics though would defeat the purpose of getting to know the real me. . . who is showered with specificities of events and their lessons as opposed to the huge and grand events of life . .
its not that brilliant but i wonder if putting my words out there gives anyone the right to take them. by the powers vested in me by buddha and ganesh, i hereby copyright all contents in this blog to ME, t-money, tanville, tanny mitai, tons of fun, tanvi patel (no not the one from chicago whose friends and colleagues constantly email me . . ) the one from texas who is far less decorated
t-$
out
Friday, February 20, 2009
attempt at consistency
okay so i sit here again at work . . . this time, very seriously pondering the idea of consistency. I want to make this blog attempt work. My xanga was very sporadic. i just realized i use the word 'very' a lot. anyway, after years of sporadicity (if that's a word) my attempt at consistency is more pervasive than this blog attempt. i find my days more routine and i find work extremely routine. even though the cases can be fascinating . . what is expected and demanded of me, well, that's paperwork and ethics. those things are routine and consistent with vulgarity and veracity. and it doesn't bleed as much as i want it too. i want it to bleed to my love life and my home life. some idea that i need and want consistency. it may already having the trickle effects, i guess time will tell :)
lately ive been finding interesting the things that outrage me . . for example, people that drive slower than speed limit in front of me and most importantly in the left most lane . . i swear i could punch an old lady in the face for doing that. or people boot legging food stamps so they can buy drugs, people using the lonestar card for bread but driving around in a 40,000 dollar car. that is super duper very damn outrageous. SERENITY NOW. and thinking of these things periodically, it does boil my blood, but i wonder that it may help define me as a person. sometimes i think that i don't need definition that i am too complex and screwed up to fit into a neat little definition. but sometimes i need to be defined just to compose myself and focus on doing good in my life. so in these moments while i i need to be defined, i have used personality assessments. these things usually look at things you like, and how you react to things and how you think about things. so what now, if we looked at things that outrage you as a personality assessment. i could be assumed a fairly sympathetic person, being a psychotherapist. but looking at the fact that i could punch an old lady for driving slow in the left lane . . . well that is so very much not sympathy, it might be closer to psychoticism.
i used to should on myself that i shouldn't feel that way about drivers. ive realized if i vent about it and accept it about myself, i will be less likely to road rage myself to death.
yes i know, i get a cookie for this elementary insight.
shout out to trushyap.
lately ive been finding interesting the things that outrage me . . for example, people that drive slower than speed limit in front of me and most importantly in the left most lane . . i swear i could punch an old lady in the face for doing that. or people boot legging food stamps so they can buy drugs, people using the lonestar card for bread but driving around in a 40,000 dollar car. that is super duper very damn outrageous. SERENITY NOW. and thinking of these things periodically, it does boil my blood, but i wonder that it may help define me as a person. sometimes i think that i don't need definition that i am too complex and screwed up to fit into a neat little definition. but sometimes i need to be defined just to compose myself and focus on doing good in my life. so in these moments while i i need to be defined, i have used personality assessments. these things usually look at things you like, and how you react to things and how you think about things. so what now, if we looked at things that outrage you as a personality assessment. i could be assumed a fairly sympathetic person, being a psychotherapist. but looking at the fact that i could punch an old lady for driving slow in the left lane . . . well that is so very much not sympathy, it might be closer to psychoticism.
i used to should on myself that i shouldn't feel that way about drivers. ive realized if i vent about it and accept it about myself, i will be less likely to road rage myself to death.
yes i know, i get a cookie for this elementary insight.
shout out to trushyap.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
At work
So I'm at work - waiting for a meeting at 3 . . . a meeting i was initially outraged over . . because well . . . how dare they require me to stay here until 4 for a meeting . . . and as i sit here and wait . . the time i had, this morning, allotted to catching up on paperwork and getting ahead . . well . . here i am . . bloggity blogging . .
i ate 2 - 100 calorie packs of twinkie's today . . yes i know . . but im craving . .CRAVING i tell you sugar . . . what to do . . i plan on having loads of beer today . . or should i just stick to bacardi and diet coke? one is cheap and smooth, the other is more expensive and easier on the 3 month fetus that has attached itself in the form of lipids to my rolling plains of a belly . .
i was supposed to run this morning . . i didn't . . how to force motivation on myself . . or is motivation that which cannot be forced . . i try to force my parents not to force me or my sisters to do brilliant grandiose things . . . it never works . . but motivation? it is something that eludes me eternally . . . i never know what change will induce motivation . . one day . . who knows . .
as for today - i look forward to drinks across the street and conversation with people.
i wonder if anyone will read this.
i ate 2 - 100 calorie packs of twinkie's today . . yes i know . . but im craving . .CRAVING i tell you sugar . . . what to do . . i plan on having loads of beer today . . or should i just stick to bacardi and diet coke? one is cheap and smooth, the other is more expensive and easier on the 3 month fetus that has attached itself in the form of lipids to my rolling plains of a belly . .
i was supposed to run this morning . . i didn't . . how to force motivation on myself . . or is motivation that which cannot be forced . . i try to force my parents not to force me or my sisters to do brilliant grandiose things . . . it never works . . but motivation? it is something that eludes me eternally . . . i never know what change will induce motivation . . one day . . who knows . .
as for today - i look forward to drinks across the street and conversation with people.
i wonder if anyone will read this.
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